Question

What do you think about people comforting people who I notice are mean or something?  While I am treated so harshly and fend for myself, or people get jealous of my peaceful childhood?  It seems before I can say anything worth anything that I will lose all the love I had.  Disclaimer, no offense to anyone suggested.  Why is someone getting affection based on me losing it?  I'm used to being open to share, but in reality it supposedly wasn't necessary, tho I think it is to some now.  It seems suspicious how elevated it is for others if I say something that they unnecessarily find offensive.  I can't remember what it was, tho.  I should remember sharing when it wasn't like cursing at me in punishment.  People don't want to make a fool of themselves, but they get back at me by making me look bad, in the end.  This is important.  There are many people in the world.  People are pointing fingers at me, like the perverted ones.  It's racism.