Sunday, October 9, 2016

Update

General Problems

- People keep pressuring me submit into a cursed feeling of some thing.

Problem

The people spying on me keep trying to get me to feel I am bad.

Problem

They said someone I like claimed I was starting off bad "like my little brother."

Problem

They just hurt how my face looks attractive.

Problem

I thought of a bad phrase when my mom kept attacking me.  They think I'm the bad one.

Problem

I was resting on a thought of "what if" as to why people are mean to me like I'm not okay but not to someone else.  Now, people think I was trying to pierce them with my lingering on a hurtful thought.  It really is an important topic if I matter.  I just didn't wanna come off it like I'm gay and I can't just sorta take a break or something after I guess rather than act like I'm in some game in what or how I try to think with people hurting me secretly.  I'm sorry if it was wrong, and I know they don't care if I am.  I just can't think when I'm bothered, like anyone, and have it come out like I mean.  I feel stifled.  I wasn't talking to anyone.  I was trying to think how I should but guess I should have thought more Mickey Mouse so people would understand who have telapathy.

Issue

They want me to go crazy with my thoughts.

Problem

My dad acted like something big and bad just happened and pressured me with a thought that will affect my real life.

Problem

The people watching me think they are in the right to snap at me on how my computer loads and are now mad I was holding in myself mostly but guess I forget and let it out but didn't ruin anything.  They think I have to be sucking up to them and won't leave me be sexually, with that sill aura like death surrounding me.

Issue

They keep acting like they are pressuring me sexually, surrounding me with a stillness like death.

Stealing

They are taking from me, acting like I ever did anything that bad.

Problems

People think I can't feel something because it came up when I was mad.  I never agreed to do this.

Problem

My parents keep trying to act closer to me since I met finally some people I like a lot.

Supposedly, I done something, and I didn't.

Problems

My dad with pleasure says the things he does to hurt me are not things he would do and he is relaying a message from someone in a high place I like.

Problem

They are following what someone says in secret message and what I think and telling me I am bad for thinking I should not be in trouble my whole life.  I grew up good and prestigious, and now people who would be nice to me I like are being mean.