Problems

They just keep doing more things.

They're liars.  They had to seem to promise this could end, soon enough?

"What do you think you're doing?"

Just waiting.  For your mommy to come around and make everyone die for them?  Huh?  Not gonna happen unless you have a war or crime.

"tumbleweed"

So, are you people sitting around waiting to say, "No, it's not," and say I am so good I don't deserve to talk to anyone?  That doesn't make sense.  "I'm so good I deserve to starve cuz the food isn't perfect."

It's become a way of life.

Someone had to have "cut the cheese."

Issue

I keep getting treated badly and made fun of.

Problem

My mom is making my life miserable, too..

I was doing fine.

And then this.

Problem

Someone I like a lot supposedly said I have to listen to things that are wrong and bad and mean to me.  The people experimenting on me also cover stories about me in wrong ways just to be safe.

I even wondered if my YouTube broke on its own, but too late I already was "mad."

I don't like this.  I didn't mean anything bad to my dad.  I don't wanna be bugged.  You know, I've been uncomfortable around him for some unknown reason since I lost my 4.0 and went to the mental hospital.  I had an extra hard class and didn't have extra care for it.  It was too hard.  It seems my life is miserable because of his hatred for me, for things I've done that I didn't mean to.  You know, no one talks to me much.  What the heck does he want from me?

You know, my parents creep up under my skin.  They act like I'm shit.

If I am right about a point where people are mean to me, they go against me.  They say someone I like a lot says.

Hey, they might have done it cuz they just messed with my TV I think.  I thought of a point and all of a sudden the TV blinked on and off.

My life is a fight.  It wasn't before.

I'm gonna go out, and I'm gonna be the one that's out when I'm not.  My dad didn't address me, so I was quiet.

I don't know what all else to say.  Is this the new diary of Anne Frank?

What did I do wrong?  I said I was mad?  I am just starting to try to figure that out.

I gotta go soon.

Problem

They think I am to be punished.

Problem

Cars are erasing and putting someone in me.

Issue

They think I did something.

More

messages

Problems

I'm taking a walk.  I'm using a tablet.

Bothered

My neighbor just came.  It's probably why.

Feeling Bad

I also have a violin lesson today.

Problem

I'm mad.  My dad didn't talk to me and they're blaming me.  They think I am tacky telling someone this. My YouTube on my cell isn't working.  They are having fun saying I'm not ready to leave the nest so-to-speak.