So?

Now, what should I do?

You know..

..I was lying on my sofa when I woke up dreading going out to eat, but this was not something I could expect.

What's there to understand?

Should I be sorry and thankful?  I was mad they kept like averting their eyes telling me in secret message that someone I like has a dirty message for me.  It doesn't stop!  It's constant!  I just feel that it's causing me to be out-of-place.  They keep tagging along, tho, as tho I did something wrong in the past and now to be upset.

Oh well, I may be sorry in some way, but I guess it's too late or just is something for me to feel forgiven, tho it was not a calculated anger.  I still disapprove, but I guess that's how everyone is.

Did you know..

..if I did that to them I'd be in trouble?

I just realized something..

..things were okay, but whenever I start fresh something happens.

Now, I'm sad.

I shouldn't have gotten into such a habit as to set my stuff down when upset.  I tell you I lose it when I get out there, but what they did was not okay.

They keep doing mean things to mean something that's not as mean like a joke after I think about it.  That was miserable, no denying, tho.

I just feel out of place.

I don't feel like I deserve this.

Problem

I just went out to eat!

More?

My life sucks.

I must decide who I am officially mad at.  I think they are disgusting, and I have freedom to say that.

Queers

I'm just a normal person, and they are saying I made them do what they do.

They keep bringing up relationships to pick on them, like they are there to help but in the end just make fun of me.

I dunno, but maybe I should just write my problems here, but, I dunno, I deal with stuff, too.

Huh?

They are going on to threaten my relationship more.

Problems

I wanted to go out to eat but knew my parents would be in the living vicinity bothering me.  It's worse than an apartment.

The people experimenting on me kept insisting I could not have something to do with a relationship.

My mom kept kicking at the floor for so long, like she was someone I like like she was just telling me what that person said.  I was upset at them being awkward.  So, it was like she was kicking the floor like 30 times beating me up, like a slasher film, like I could not have something.

They are always mean, saying I owe "payback" for being imperfect.

This time, I had just been saying, "No," in my head to my dad being mean to me while he was driving me.

I'm also worried cuz I put my spoon down thinking, "Get out," when I thought this might be okay in the end cuz it helped counter something I did that people didn't like.

Gone Too Far

They are trying to hypnotize me in a mean way cuz when I typed something I was upset.  My dad upset my hand while he drove.