Friday, October 14, 2016

Why?

This is not right.

Problem

They said now they are true.

The Same

as Ellen DeGeneres, constant bad messages, except these aren't meant to be.  Interesting, anyway.

I'm very disturbed.

by my dad freaking me out about like keep on like saying parting ways of my relationship and blaming me for wanting to ignore him each time, like I was on something too long.

Feeling Bad

I don't want my dad to have a hard time.

So, what?

Just ignore him?  It might be too late.

Sad

Why does my dad get mad so easily?

Is it too late?

for who?

Lies

I wasn't saying, "Stop stop stop stop."  I was trying to ignore him.

Problem

They're on an insistent streak to annoy me.

What is wrong with my dad?  Don't enforce him!  There are other people in the world!

A Dirty Secret

They do things like load the page to shock me, and  some part of my body feels like someone else's, like my toes, someone.

"Abrupt"

That's something you can call them.

Problem

They took out someone talking to me.

Did you know I had a great day until..

just now.  :|

All I wanted..

..was for him to stop bothering me.

So, guys, what am I gonna do?

When my dad nags at me, he acts like he didn't mean it but I'm still at his mercy for seeming to say the same thing in my head every time he did it, like to "stop" and so it happened a lot.

Problem

Someone nice is having their fair share of being mean to me it sounds like, and that seems dangerous.  They keep having things be about things .. that are payback for something that if it bothers them like that seems like something I shouldn't have to worry about anymore.

I can see what they did, but it didn't have to happen.

..and how does it make sense to make life miserable and lie and say you're bad to get others to get away when you are putting yourself up to what you don't believe in or maybe you do.

Look

Why is my dad even in on this?

I think someone told him to say "both" to me in secret message and I am very mad.  It affected my eyes negatively.

Problem

They won't stop bothering me and telling me I'm not perfect and have done things that were not perfect.

Problem

They are trying to get me to think of them as hurt and dysfunctional.  They won't get outta my face.  I thought this was supposed to be fun.

Problem

They are getting at me for my relationship!

Think After All I Done

The people in my life looking at me all pretending to be sorry.

Something Big for My Dad

I just acted like I didn't want him to take my relationship.  I feel he was nagging at me more and more, and I just wanted to quit it with him.  Now, it's a big deal.  I do not need to be restrained socially!

Don't listen to bad people when you don't have to.

They are not competent to lead as people.  If you listen to them when you don't have to, then that's bad and things will get bad.

I don't know why people are telling me I'm overly certain ways just to dump me.

Problems

My dad secretly said, "I said I wasn't doing it," in a slow-seeming, tacky way.  He keeps nagging at my relationships.  Then, I see everyone listen to him.  He acts like he doesn't do it, but I think he does now.  It's impossible with him.  Sorry to say, but in a way it's like he shouldn't be in my life at this time.