Wednesday, September 28, 2016

Apology

Sorry.  I said something I don't completely remember.  I said I wasn't going back somewhere to someone else who said they weren't going back then.  I started to flirt crazily about it and capped it off that I was in a bad mood.  I don't know, but I have a memory that there was someone else I talked to.  It is true they were secretly partially mean to me, but I don't know by whose standards as it unfolded with that sorta participation.

It's like I became bad, but I wasn't really; you know, okay to some I was, tho I can't remember much of what I said I know at this point.  It was just flirting mean, having fun while I'm in a mood to be attacked for "what I done" moodwise this far this day.

Apparently, it can stir up a lotta hate, but I'm either regretful or it didn't happen.

Did I actually hurt anyone's feelings legitimately?  Probably not.  I didn't attack back when I thought they were averting me socially nor so anything like that on the spot.  So, I wonder what the lesson is.  Other people who weren't there didn't like it, I guess.

Apology

Sorry my thoughts got the best of me.

I was walking by a black guy from the military in uniform, and he was sorta scoping me out and ignoring me all at the same time, with controversial thoughts in the air.  I just wanted to be in functioning order, but he just ignored things and seemed to provoke me to feel unattended to.  People misinterpreted what I thought like it's their business.