Problem

I was resting on a thought of "what if" as to why people are mean to me like I'm not okay but not to someone else.  Now, people think I was trying to pierce them with my lingering on a hurtful thought.  It really is an important topic if I matter.  I just didn't wanna come off it like I'm gay and I can't just sorta take a break or something after I guess rather than act like I'm in some game in what or how I try to think with people hurting me secretly.  I'm sorry if it was wrong, and I know they don't care if I am.  I just can't think when I'm bothered, like anyone, and have it come out like I mean.  I feel stifled.  I wasn't talking to anyone.  I was trying to think how I should but guess I should have thought more Mickey Mouse so people would understand who have telapathy.