Saturday, October 22, 2016

Bad News

When I'm really angry, they are hostile to me forcing someone I like to go out and be mean to me.

I lost something in the relationship, and it's like I just don't have one now in my opinion or so is said at latest as I rest and await some day when I'm not punished soon like right now.

I'm worried, I was already being upset after feeling good.  I was mad in my bathroom but I didn't do any really weird things.  That's a bad sign for the future.  I already lost what I gave up things for.  They are meaner when I try to give up some things to focus to not be in trouble again.

No, they were wrong to me and get mad at me for my private thoughts.

I don't know what all this will amount to, but they seem to have hopes for something.  They won't leave me alone.  They don't want me to get anything of what I want.

They just said no again.  I don't know why they said this.  They want me to not have my life.

They are messing with me saying I know they were just saying it but because I was upset in the bathroom it's cool to say now I can't really have it.

I don't have a problem.  You keep bringing people into my mean family to prove I am no saint.  I have a private life, too.  Or do I?  I'm nice, but you stole something that was mine.

Anything else?  I need to get a move on.  I already recovered from something, but now it's back to this one thing, me being upset after in the bathroom.

This is an opportunity for me, and you're waving the wand to make me a nigger.

They have no control over their temper nor respect for my lifestyle.  They just come in and make noise and move things around.

If you already took something from me, why wouldn't I be upset?  I don't even remember how it started.  My mom was irritating me.  I'm so glad I'm not with her right now.  I was upset it felt like they took it.  You made me really mad.  Why don't you just go and make some little kid mad and see if you can believe in anything?

They said this time it's serious.

They are making it feel like I have an invisible penis.

They are just bothering me!